Right before work.. sure why not
10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now
• I know I make you worry alot and for that I'm very sorry. If you couldn't readily see what I went through I wouldn't bother you with it at all.
• Well I'm a little sad to see how things turned out but I had fun while it lasted and I'm glad I got the opportunity.
• The day we both have to really grow up I'm going to miss you so much, for now I always look forward to hearing from you.
• You get dealt some rough stuff sometimes and for that I'm sorry, always know that I am hoping for better for you <3
• We've both changed alot through the years but above all, even with our lifestyles, I'm very honored to have a friend like you
• You my dear are the life of the party, you're so much more than you let on to other people sometimes and I hope you keep it up
• I miss you buddy, granted we aren't the closest of friends but you make me laugh and you're a comfort to be around
• I wish we got to talk more handsome but it seems life, schedules, and general geography screws that up a good bit.
• I love you alot and we have our good days, but I wish you would be the slightest bit more caring when you have other company about.
• You probably get me more than anyone I have ever known, and you know alot about what I go through physically. I'm so grateful to have your support and love.
09 things about yourself
• I have this weird fear about sharp things on their own pointed in my direction, if I don't turn them away I get way paranoid
• People with sharp objects however are intriguing
• I'm terrified to have an actual life where I'm utterly independant.
• I'm very different from how I use to be, but there are still those untrusting traces I need to work on
• I think I'm stronger than alot of people seem to percieve.
• I'm a very lucky and fortunate person.
• When it comes to my personal life I procrastinate horribly, work I'm always on the ball.
• I want someone to be with without the constant clinging. I'm not going to fix things for you and make everything better.
• um yea.. I'm ready to have all the migraines and other crap go away now. k thx.
08 ways to win your heart
• I love hearing people get worked up over their passions/hobbies
• A sharp teasing sense of humor will win me over everytime
• Someone who is fairly self assured without being overly cocky ( a little cocky isn't necessarily a bad thing)
• Having a good bit of creativity is a wonderful thing, even if it's something silly like coming up with random daydream scenarios. The fact you're using your brain for something other than storage space is <3
• Being a little awkward is incredibly cute
• a thoughtful gift, I'm ecstatic to recieve things that may remind me of a time I've had with someone.
• Drawing with me, not everyone feels like they can draw but just having someone try and about when I'm doing it is extremely sweet and comforting
• be open minded.. because honestly you're going to hear and see alot of weird things with me :}
07 things that cross your mind a lot
• curling up with someone
• Misfits
• drawing ideas
• saving money
• daydreams
• traveling
• aesthetics
06 things you do before you fall asleep
• Change out of my clothes into something comfy
• Brush my teeth
• put my phone on it's charger
• Ipod on it's charger, put it on my 'Sleep' mix
• check my bag to make sure I have everything for work
• set my alarm
05 people who mean a lot ( well I have alot of people, not just five :{ )
• Miranda
• Shelly
• Adam
• Colin
• Mom
04 things you're wearing right now
• guitarist skeleton shirt with the corset tie backing
• pink/black/white plaid skeleton pajama pants
• my ankh necklace
• clear nose stud
03 songs that you listen to often
• Hyrbid Moments - The Misfits
• Big Empty - Stone Temple Pilots
• The Red Carpet Grave - Marilyn Manson
02 things you want to do before you die
• Visit Cairo
• Write my own storybook
01 confession
• Commitment is terrifying :}
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Blue Skin - Dr. Chud's X-ward |